I decide to be on my own on Newyear’s eve. It’s such a important time. It’s going to be an energetic night. I should spend this precious time wisely. If I can’t spend it with my family I’d rather stay alone. Considering what I’ve done all the pass year, and what I am going to do next.
On the new year’s eve 2006 I’ve the best New year ever with my friends in Pai, Thailand. So, I didn't spent time with my grandma for her last New year. So every time that New year comes, I afraid to be in the wrong place and time.