Saturday, 31 December 2011
I decide to be on my own on Newyear’s eve. It’s such a important time. It’s going to be an energetic night. I should spend this precious time wisely. If I can’t spend it with my family I’d rather stay alone. Considering what I’ve done all the pass year, and what I am going to do next.
On the new year’s eve 2006 I’ve the best New year ever with my friends in Pai, Thailand. So, I didn't spent time with my grandma for her last New year. So every time that New year comes, I afraid to be in the wrong place and time.
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Friday, 9 December 2011
Sunday, 4 December 2011
Saturday, 3 December 2011
Friday, 2 December 2011
The fact that people lose fifty million skin cells everyday. The cells get scraped off, turn into invisible dust, and disappear into the air. Maybe we are nothing but skin cells as far as the world is concerned. If so, there's nothing mysterious about somebody suddenly disappearing one day. - Tengo, 1Q84
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
All the year I keep do my works about the relationship of my grandparents during my grandmother's final year battling with womb cancer. This is a major turning point in my life.
Grandpa and my family came all the way from Thailand to London. They came to see my MA Communication Design Final show at Rochelle School in Arnold circus. I took a photograph of him and my postcard that I used his portrait. There is still good feather remind on his face. Although, it have been sixty year since he was taken this portrait. I were so nervous. I didn't know how he was going to react, How he feel that I borrowed his story to tell how they treated love and care. I've used my grandparents pictures since they were married, during my grandmothers was sick, and finally, when she passed away in the coffin. I wondered how he feel. On that day, he didn't said anything, but I could see some light in his eyes.
Wednesday, 23 November 2011
4 November, 7 p.m., The Hospital Club, I exhibited works with Jake and Dino Chapman in the Granta this Horror issue. To explore the dark corners of the imagination. Dino and I talked about our works feather for Granta 117, and our interpretation of horror.
Saturday, 15 October 2011
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Today is a sunshine day, but I am afraid, it is going to be the last warm. People come out and soak the sun. They sit all over the place, enjoy talking and drink Pimm. I stared at the sun alone. I was waiting for someone. I would pray for the sun to give him a warm welcome.
Monday, 10 October 2011
I made my way to High gate cemetery with my inspiring friend. This is a lovely hot sunny day. The cemetery was quiet and serene. I always attract to graveyard. I like to see and read beautiful engraving stone of the lost and all of the deeply impressive feeling on the stone. They make me think, death is common natural, but all the good things that the lost does will engrave in the heart of someone who still breathing. That is the meaning of my life.